Flowerboy - Carlito

Flowerboy goes blonde

Am I to blonde, even for the people from my own country?
For example, this other day... oh well. I don't really know now.
All I know that I did treat a person really bad, and you know who you are if you still read my blog. For that I feel really bad.
And I can't really be happy to be at home, know not why.
Maybe cus the snow never landed here, its the warmest winter since the world war and the sun never meets the sky as in Italy.
I wanna, now now now. Get my own little place and be by myself, all days long. Get a dog and walk my dog in a nice garden.

Tonight I am just drunk. Alone in my depressing hometown.